Someone once said to me, "When you feel the joy
of being free, you will be happy." How sensible those words were.
We came to this world to learn, which at another time
was not fulfilled.
Unfortunately, we are not provided with memories to be
able to amend the path outlined above. On the contrary, we are thrown into life
with the only hope that we have, half cultivated our hearts and in that way to
be able to find the way that we left truncated and incomplete.
Sometimes it is difficult for us to take care of the
calls made to us, they can be signs that are placed before our noses and at
other times they are sensations that warn us that we should or should not do.
Such is our self-centeredness that we believe we are the ones who direct our
lives and fall back into the same error as before. If we listened to the
intuitions and we were silent a little, surely we would hear beyond what our
human ears can translate. We could hear falling from a leaf, the noise made by
a child's tear, when it explodes in those sad eyes, or the silent conversation
of two lovers in the distance, who without words can be heard. Also the dying
of the day and the sound of the dawn. That way we could find the end of the thread
of our skein.
Freedom, what it is to be free. Many think that
talking about freedom is to do what we want, say what we want, eat what we
like, etc. Today I understood that this is not true freedom.
Sitting on the sofa in my house, alone and in silence,
I realized that I was free. My mind has reached a level of calm and
tranquility. She is silent and perceiving the sound of life.
The movement of the world I know it and many times I
am affected situations that occur in it but are not able to scare the serenity
and when that happens I turn to me and breathe looking for the peace that I
finally got.
¿Easy? Is not
easy. There is still much to go but I have imposed a way of life and I would
like to follow it to see how far it takes me.
Carmen Pacheco
Lasculpasylamuertedelamorii@hotmail.com
@ Eroticism10
August 29 2017
